shemademylifemorekrazee!

ney stu ag luahan prasaan ak sal rumet ak tuh,,,ak bkn pe,,dlm idop ak,,no1 bnda yg plg ak xley nk trima ialah owg xrspect ak,,bkn pe,,ak bkn nk dlyn cm puteri,,tp seingt ak,,ak xpnh kurang ajar lyn kwn ak,,xcept klo dier yg stat biadap ngn ak,,ak rse,,mmg rmai wat ak cm dak bdowh,,knpe erk??ak sdey,,sdangkn ak xpnh lyn owg cmtuh,,antara owg yg lyn ak cm2,,fara,,sofia,,n da latest iz da umy c anak mami yg prsn bgoz,,dier ney mse mule2 sem1,,ske sgt amik ksmpatan thdp ak,,cty c dak bodowh ney,,mntang2 ar ak ni cm jniz xbkira bab2 wet ney,,ari2 dier nk ak bli paper,,bru2 tuh ok ar,,tp da lame2 tu bru ak pasan yg owg cm amik ksmptn atas kbaikan ak,,bkn stkt paper r,,klo bley,,dier nk snang suma mnde,,klo nmpk mjlh,,die msti tnjok kat ak ngn kata2 yg lmah lmbut,,motif?!...sbb nk suh ak bli,,,kdg2 ak nanges sbb xthn dlyn cm owg bangang,,pe slh ak??pas2 sblm ak bli broadbnd dlu,,die cm bodek ak nk suh ak bli,,skang ak da bli nak da psang tekad,,jgn arap ar ak nk bg dier,,klo dier bek xpe,,ak xksah,,tp mslhnyer,,jnis owg yg ske amik ksmptn cm dier ney,,mmg xley dbg mke,,mmg pjak kpale a jwbnyer,,mser mule2 ak bli 2,,die ader gak propa2 ak,,knon2nye,,"alaa..lab msti pnuh kn",,eh2,,sblm ney xpnh plak nk mrungut sal lab pnoh ke pe ke,,ak phm mksud dier tuh,,die nk gune brdbnd ak n nak ak offer kt dier,,tp,,ak berazam xnk trus dperbdowhkn ag,,ckop r slame ney ak pndam prsn,,,da x tertanggung ag rsenyer,,,

ehm,,ak ader mslh cket ngn rumet ak yg sowg ney,,ntah ar,,sbg mnusia bese ak xtelepas dr rser skit aty,,mnympah,,mluat n byk ag prsn yg x mnyenangkn lgsong!,,erm,,nme dier umy,,xyah ar ak ckp nmer pnoh,,nta ar,,ak mmg xsker glew kt dier,,ske sgt mnympok ckp owg...!pas2 pasan cm bgoz sgt,,,eee!...geram siowt!..dier ney anak mami,,kn0nnyer pd dier da bg0z sgt ar ank mami 2,,mybe pd dier mnde 2 mmbnggekan kowt,,,haha,,,tp 2 lntak dier a,,yg ak xbley nk trime ssgt ney,,dier ney ske ckp lpas,,ak rse cm nk maki blek je,,tp ak pk nti mslh bsar lak,,da r ak sbilik ngn dier,,kekdg 2 ak xckp ngn dier pown,,tp die bls blek ngn kata2 yg xmnyenangkan,,pd tafsiran ak,,cre dier ckp 2 mcm dier xrespct ak,,walhal ngn nor n yuz,,mmbe ktowg gakz ar,,dier ckp lmbut,,bek,,n sbgnyer a,,tp klo ckp ngn ak,,dier lyn cm budak bodowh,,ak ney xheran lgsong ngn mke dier,,die pk ak eran sgt kew ngn dier???weiii klo ak xder kwn cm ko pown,,ko ingt ak eran sgt????ko klo xske ak,,sribu kali ak xske ko,,taw x??ak plg bnci n xley trima owg yg biadap ngn ak,,n lyn ak cm budak bangang!!!!die ngat ak ney aper??budak terencat yg xder otak ker??mcm 2 la ak pnye thp kegeraman pd dak prasan bgozz 2,,dier ney kcik jew,,tp mlot mcm ****.bkn aper,,ak x eran pown ngn dier,,tp dier lyn ak cm dak bodowh 2 yg ak xley nk trime,,sbbnyer,,ak mmg lgsong xbminat nk kwn ngn dier pown,,dier je yg prsn nk mmpoz!..

luahan perasaan

ehm..da sem 2 da ak upernye,,rse cm bru jew dftar sem1..cpat towl mse blalu erk...n dlm mse yg singkat ni la mcm2 bnde ak da rse kat uum ney..ksimpulan yg ley dibuat spjg 2 sem kat cni...ehm..ak blajar byk mnde bru ar..jaoh dr mak..ak xpnh jaoh dr mak sblm ney..wpown bkn anak mnja tp ak xpnh mrantau n idop sndiri..ney la 1st time...bguz gak utk ak coz ak bljr idop bdikari..mklumla ak ney xrmai mmbe..mmbe baek pn xdew kat cney..ntah ar..muler2 mmg ak nk cri mmbe bek..tp ntah nper org klo knl ak..cme bek kjap jew,,pas2 da mcm xbminat ar..myb ak ney xpndai communicate well cm dorng kowt,,idop ney mmg berat dugaan n cabaran..t'utama towk org cm ak..sorng2 jew..tp ak ttp bsyukur pd ALLAH..wpown ak dlahirkn sbg orng yg xpndai sgt nk bgaul ngn org..bkn ak xcbe,,mslhnya,,hsilnya ttp sama,,sudahnya,,,ak wat kptsn towk truskan jew idop mcm ney tnpa ada rsa kesal,,ak pcaya,,suma 2 ada hkmahnya,,,x Allah jdkan tiap2 seswatu 2 towk sswatu yg sia2,,bila ak bseorngan,,ak rsa lbh dkat ngn Allah,,mybe 2 hikmahnya...